Hey all my dear readers! :D I hope you all are doing great! ^_^
Been long, right? A bit too long. All those Musical Mondays in last 4-5 months were all scheduled posts. I had no Internet Access, and well, no laptop/PC either to blog/visit back or do anything I had been doing until June '14.
Well, that travel for the job in the June end, was really a big change for me. Living without family, friends, Internet, games, it all was like, as if I was totally fun deprived. Not that I couldn't have fun with the resources there, people there, but well, my own rules and routines didn't allow me to. Thus, those 4-5 months became total dormancy for me.
Disconnected from a lot of friends, and my family, it was a new experience for me. I don't know how much have I been able to develop myself, either personally, or professionally, but somewhere my heart says, the experience stored in my sub-conscious mind will help me in life further.
Now I am moving to another new city, even farther from my family and friends. But well, I will have my laptop with me. So I will try to find an Internet connection too. Then atleast I can connect with some good old friends so that I don't feel that lonely, and well, this blog will always be there for me to help me spend that little bit free time I might find to make myself feel lonely and depressed.
Well, but I have learned a lot of things, and I don't want to discuss all the events that happened with me which made me feel sad and depressed. Now that all is gone. And now I am again moving. Of course it will be hard for me to not feel homesick, I love my home and family just too much. But, atleast I won't be that sad since I have experienced a lot already.
On a positive note, and positive thoughts, I hope I can get time, and resources(INTERNET to be precise!) to continue blogging so that I keep interacting with you all.
Hope to be back to normal soon, I mean the Toxifier self :D for you all, and the small, nagging kid for my family. I guess I shouldn't write further, or these watery eyes will begin to water my beard now, LOL! Anyways, see you all soon again!
Good Evening!
And I forgot, if I get time tomorrow, I might schedule more posts. Else, wait till I get my stable Internet connection in the new city. And of course, a place to live, a place to eat. :)
Happy Monday, Happy new week! :D Welcome to my blog dear visitor! :)
"Losing Grip" by Avril Lavigne
Lyrics
Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby?
Right now I feel invisible to you
Like I'm not real
Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you?
Why'd you turn away?
Here's what I have to say
I was left to cry there
Waitin' outside there
Grinnin' with a lost stare
That's when I decided
Why should I care?
'Cuz you weren't there
When I was scared
I was so alone
You, you need to listen
I'm startin' to trip
I'm losin' my grip
And I'm in this thing
Alone
Am I just some chick
You placed beside you
To take somebody's place?
When you turn around
Can you recognize my face?
You used to love me
You used to hug me
But that wasn't the case
Everything wasn't okay
I was left to cry there
Waitin' outside there
Grinnin' with a lost stare
That's when I decided
Why should I care?
'Cuz you weren't there
When I was scared
I was so alone
You, you need to listen
I'm startin' to trip
I'm losin' my grip
And I'm in this thing alone
Cryin' out loud
I'm cryin' out, loud
Cryin' out loud
I'm cryin' out
Open your eyes
Open up wide
Why should I care?
'Cuz you weren't there
When I was scared
I was so alone
Why should I care?
'Cuz you weren't there
When I was scared
I was so alone
Why should I care?
If you don't care
Then I don't care
We're not goin' anywhere
Why should I care?
'Cuz you weren't there
When I was scared
I was so alone
Why should I care?
If you don't care
Then I don't care
We're not goin' anywhere
"Let Me Go" by Avril Lavigne ft. Chad Kroeger
Lyrics
Love that once hung on the wall
Used to mean something
But now it means nothing
The echoes are gone in the hall
But I still remember
The pain of December
Oh, there isn't one thing left to say
I'm sorry it's too late
I'm breaking free from these memories
Gotta let it go, just let it go
I've said goodbye
Set it all on fire
Gotta let it go, just let it go
I hope you all enjoyed these songs! :) See you all soon again! :D
Happy Monday, Happy new week! :D Welcome to my blog dear visitor! :)
"Hot" by Avril Lavigne
Lyrics
You're so good to me, baby baby
I want to lock you up in my closet
Where no one's around
I want to put your hand in my pocket
Because you're allowed
I want to drive you into the corner
And kiss you without a sound
I want to stay this way forever
I'll say it loud
Now you're in and you can't get out
You make me so hot, make me wanna drop
You're so ridiculous, I can barely stop
I can hardly breathe, you make me wanna scream
You're so fabulous, you're so good to me, baby baby
You're so good to me, baby baby
I can make you feel all better
Just take it in
And I can show you all the places
You've never been
And I can make you say everything
That you never said
And I will let you do anything
Again and again
Now you're in and you can't get out
You make me so hot, make me wanna drop
You're so ridiculous, I can barely stop
I can hardly breathe, you make me wanna scream
You're so fabulous, you're so good to me, baby baby
You're so good to me, baby baby
Kiss me gently
Always I know
Hold me, love me
Don't ever go, yeah
You make me so hot, make me wanna drop
You're so ridiculous, I can barely stop
I can hardly breathe, you make me wanna scream
You're so fabulous, you're so good to me
You make me so hot, make me wanna drop
You're so ridiculous, I can barely stop
I can hardly breathe, you make me wanna scream
You're so fabulous, you're so good to me, baby baby
You're so good to me, baby baby
You're so good
"Smile" by Avril Lavigne
Lyrics
Smile, smile
Come on baby, just smile
Come on, baby just smile
Come on, baby just
You and your bad moods
You and your attitude
It's something I can live without
You and your black green
You and your sick game
That I can never figure out
Now I'm walking through the city
Everything is pretty, I lightened the load
I'm lettin' you know that suddenly it's sunny
I'm finding that I'm runnin' from you, from you, from you
Does it hurt when ya smile?
You're a kill joy, bad boy
Sippin' all your blood to the world
Just pretend for a while like music's gonna getcha
Yeah, I know it really isn't you style
But it isn't gonna kill ya to smile, smile
Come on, baby just smile, come on, baby just
You and your cool hair, lookin' through a missta
So laid back that ya fallen down
You and your weird friends, fun that just don't end
Remind me not to come around, yeah
Now I'm walking through the city
Everything is pretty, I lightened the load
I'm lettin' you know that suddenly it's sunny
I'm finding that I'm runnin' from you, from you, from you
Does it hurt when ya smile?
You're a kill joy, bad boy
Sippin' all your blood to the world
Just pretend for a while like music's gonna getcha
Yeah, I know it really isn't you style
But it isn't gonna kill ya to smile, smile
Come on, baby, just smile, come on, baby, just
Now I'm walking through the city
Everything is pretty, I lightened the load
I'm lettin' you know that suddenly it's sunny
I'm finding that I'm runnin' from you, from you, from you
Does it hurt when ya smile?
You're a kill joy, bad boy
Sippin' all your blood to the world
Just pretend for a while like music's gonna getcha
Yeah, I know it really isn't your style
But it isn't gonna kill ya to smile
Isn't gonna kill ya to smile, isn't gonna kill ya to smile
Come on, baby, just
Come on, baby, just
Come on, baby, just
Come on, baby, just smile
I hope you all enjoyed these songs! :) See you all soon again! :D
Happy Monday, Happy new week! :D Welcome to my blog dear visitor! :)
"Sk8er Boi" by Avril Lavigne
Lyrics
He was a boy and she was a girl
Can I make it anymore obvious?
He was a punk and she did ballet
What more can I say?
He wanted her and She'd never tell,that secretly she
wanted him as well
But all of her friends stuck up their nose
And they had a problem with his baggy clothes
He was a Skater Boy
She said see ya later boy
He wasn't good enough for her
She had a pretty face
But her head was up in space
She needed to come back down to Earth
Five years from now she sits at home
Feeding the baby she's all alone
She turns on the T.V and guess who she see's
Skater boy rocking on MTV!
She calls up her friends they already know
And they've all got tickets to see his show
She tags up along and
Stands in the crowd
Lookin up at the man that she turned down
He was a skater boy
She said see ya later boy
He wasn't good enough for her
Now he's a super star
Slamming on his guitar
Does your pretty face see what he's worth?
(Music)
Sorry girl but you missed out
Well tough luck that boy's mine now
We are more than just good friends
This is how the story ends
Too bad that you couldn't see
See the man that boy could be
There is more than meets the eye
I see the soul that is inside
He's just a boy and
I'm just a girl
Can I make it anymore obvious
We are in love
Haven't you heard
How we rock each others world
(Music)
I'm with the Skater Boy
I said see ya later boy
I'll be backstage after the show
I'll be at the studio
Singing the song we wrote
About the girl you use to know
"Alice" by Avril Lavigne
Lyrics
Trippin' out, spinnin' around
I'm underground
I fell down
Yeah, I fell down
I'm freaking out, where am I now?
Upside down
And I can't stop it now
It can't stop me now, oh, oh
I, I'll get by
I, I'll survive
When the world's crashing down
When I fall and hit the ground
I will turn myself around
Don't you try to stop me
I, I won't cry
I found myself in Wonderland
Get back on my feet, on the ground
Is this real? Is this pretend?
I'll take a stand until the end
I, I'll get by
I, I'll survive
When the world's crashing down
When I fall and hit the ground
I will turn myself around
Don't you try to stop me
I, I won't cry
I, I'll get by
I, I'll survive
When the world's crashing down
When I fall and hit the ground
I will turn myself around
Don't you try to stop me
I, and I won't cry
I hope you all enjoyed these songs! :) See you all soon again! :D
Happy Monday, Happy new week! :D Welcome to my blog dear visitor! :)
"What The Hell" by Avril Lavigne
Lyrics
You say that I'm messing with your head
All 'cause I was making out with your friend
Love hurts whether it's right or wrong
I can't stop 'cause I'm having too much fun
You're on your knees
Begging please
Stay with me
But honestly I just need to be a little crazy
All my life I've been good but now
I'm thinking, what the hell?
All I want is to mess around
And I don't really care about
If you love me, if you hate me
You can't save me, baby, baby
All my life I've been good but now
Whoa, what the hell?
What
What
What
What the hell?
So what if I go out on a million dates?
You never call or listen to me anyway
I rather rage than sit around and wait all day
Don't get me wrong, I just need some time to play
You're on your knees
Begging please
Stay with me
But honestly I just need to be a little crazy
All my life I've been good but now
I'm thinking, what the hell?
All I want is to mess around
And I don't really care about
If you love me, if you hate me
You can't save me, baby, baby
All my life I've been good but now
Whoa, what the hell?
You say that I'm messing with your head
Boy, I like messing in your bed
Yeah, I am messing with your head
When I'm messing with you in bed
All my life I've been good but now
I'm thinking, what the hell?
All I want is to mess around
And I don't really care about
All my life I've been good but now
I'm thinking, what the hell?
All I want is to mess around
And I don't really care about
If you love me, if you hate me
You can't save me, baby, baby
All my life I've been good but now
Whoa, what the hell?
"Rock N Roll" by Avril Lavigne
Lyrics
Let em know that we're still Rock n Roll
I don't care about my makeup
I like it better with my jeans all ripped up
Don't know how to keep my mouth shut
You say so what (what)
I don' t care if I'm misfit
I like it better than the hipster of all shit
I am the mother f-cking princess
You still love me
Some some how
It's a little different when
I'm with you
You know what I really am
On the phone
You know how it really goes
Some some way
We'll be getting out of this
Time one day
You're the only that I
Want with me
You know how the story goes
When it's you and me
We don't need no one to tell us who to be
We'll keep turning up the radio
Well it's you and I
Just put up a middle finger to the sky
Let them know we're still rock 'n roll
Rock 'n roll
Hey hey hey
Rock 'n roll
Hey Hey Hey
Don't get a bad attitude dude
I'm never going to cover up that tattoo
I might have a couple issues
You say me too (yeah)
Don't care about a reputation
Must be living in the wrong generation
This is your invitation
Let's get wasted
Some some how
It's a little different when
I'm with you
You know what I really am
On the phone
You know how the story really goes
When it's you and me
We don't need no one to tell us who to be
We'll keep turning up the radio
Well it's you and I
Just put up a middle finger to the sky
Let them know we're still rock 'n roll
Rock 'n roll
Hey hey hey
Rock 'n roll
Hey Hey Hey
When it's you and me
We don't need no one to tell us who to be
We'll keep turning up the radio
Well it's you and I
Just put up a middle finger to the sky
Let them know we're still rock 'n roll
When it's you and me
We don't need no one to tell us who to be
We'll keep turning up the radio
Well it's you and I
Just put up a middle finger to the sky
Let them know we're still rock 'n roll
Rock 'n roll
Hey hey hey
Rock 'n roll
Hey Hey Hey
I hope you all enjoyed these songs! :) See you all soon again! :D
